Blog #4 Amazing Hour

I found the amazing hour very difficult. Not because I feel I am obsessed with my phone, nut I do not like to be left alone with my only my thoughts. Although some people might argue that it is the best feeling, I do not. I often overthink many things for no reason. When left alone with my thoughts all I did was overthink. This led me to anxiety, then fear, then a depressed feeling, and finally a very light sleep that did not do anything for me since I woke up the next day tired as can be. Not having something to distract my undiagnosed ADHD made it very hard for me to fall asleep since I was overthinking any possible thing.
           
            The second night I tried the amazing hour again, this time instead of sitting alone in my bed with my thoughts, I turned on Netflix. Though this may seem to be going against the point of amazing hour, it worked really well for me. Movies and TV shows are something that interest me very much, but even if I am not watching them, I enjoy having the background noise. Without the noise, all I can focus on is the loud hum that the vents make as the hot air travels through them, or the creaks of the wood frame of my house settling. All very eerie noises that I would not like to hear before falling asleep.

 I may not have done the “Amazing hour” correctly, but the name is deceiving. For me the time spent away from electronics, only to collect my thoughts, was very ominous and unenjoyable. It is said it is supposed to help you, but I did not feel helped in any way. It made matters worse. Which is why I tried my own form of the “Amazing hour” the next night.  I found my own form of the "Amazing hour" to be much more soothing than the one we were told to try. I shall end this by bringing up the phrase "To each their own." I had to find something that works for me, which is not always the same as what works for everyone else.

            

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